I know i went out of line a few weeks ago, but that is what happens when I can't sleep and I forget to take my medication (It's not too awfully late and i took my meds for the night and i dozed off for a few hours, so my brain is functioning normally now), anyway let's get to the fajitas and tortillas of the whole thread. Sincere apologies for any turmoil that arose from 9/9-9/10, i am never one that creates discord intentionally, i actually try to find the words to try and make things as positive as possible. To show sincerity, i skimmed through and deleted aforementioned posts. I mean it when i say that i miss this forum and the members on it. I am serious when i say my weird outbursts will never happen again.
I would not have posted so much here if i didn't like this site. It is very much like a family atmosphere on this forum, which is a bonus in my opinion. This is a place that i would be more than happy to contribute to this forum again, plus there are some new adds to the collection that you all deserve to see as well. I hold no grudges whatsoever, nor will I.
While i'm still going to be active on the other two sites as i have been since i started in this hobby, I would like to continue posting here on a regular basis like before.
Side note: before i joined this forum, I was apprehensive about joining a site I have never heard of (there were no tarantula forum references that i could find at the time), but I saw names that looked familiar like @Enn49 whom I somehow remembered from a few posts on one of the other sites the year before, which made the decision to join a whole lot easier.
I know I wrote a lot, but that was and still is the honest truth.
On snother note would it be possible to close this thread after 48 hours, as it is really not meant for replies, but just something that i had to say to all members.
That is all.
I would not have posted so much here if i didn't like this site. It is very much like a family atmosphere on this forum, which is a bonus in my opinion. This is a place that i would be more than happy to contribute to this forum again, plus there are some new adds to the collection that you all deserve to see as well. I hold no grudges whatsoever, nor will I.
While i'm still going to be active on the other two sites as i have been since i started in this hobby, I would like to continue posting here on a regular basis like before.
Side note: before i joined this forum, I was apprehensive about joining a site I have never heard of (there were no tarantula forum references that i could find at the time), but I saw names that looked familiar like @Enn49 whom I somehow remembered from a few posts on one of the other sites the year before, which made the decision to join a whole lot easier.
I know I wrote a lot, but that was and still is the honest truth.
On snother note would it be possible to close this thread after 48 hours, as it is really not meant for replies, but just something that i had to say to all members.
That is all.